Along with reading and writing I found sketching and painting very relieving lately. Lot of things happens into my life in those past months, very personal and challenging and i can say i am happy with my decision.
I also took a break from knitting, but I am sure that's only a pause, I ended up with a conclusion: I am not just a knitter or a seamstress, I am a CREATIVE person, I am an ARTIST. For All my life I felt I needed to be part of a cluster, I needed to be part of a category, so when I felt in love with quilting I feel I was THE QUILTER, then the seamstress, then the knitter and so on... BUT... I was just lie to my true self... In those three past months I took a break and distances from "what I was thinking I was and also from what I wish I want to be" and just done what I really like to do and make.
Well, people I meet and my true feelings gone in the same direction, they recognised me as an Artist, they told me this, I really feel this condition of me and my six year old son some days ago tell me just a phrase that make me think I am right: "mom, why don't we put a door tag with "artist's home" on it?" And I've never talked him about my feeling, but we draw, color, paint a lot in here lately. We also listen a lot of healing music, and we read Louis Sepulveda's tales.
I have no more doubt and I have no more shy to call me an Artist now.
So I don't know if this blog will evolve into another name on the next future, but for now I am enjoying what i am making, i do not know if this is meant to be famous enough or if this will remaining just for me and my home... But now I know who I am and now I know where I want to go, I know for which reason I step out of my bed each morning, including enjoying life with my son of course in the best way possible following only the positive flow of life.